/amˈbivələns/ noun the state of having mixed feelings or contradictory ideas about something or someone.
Women are expected to apologize. This time, I didn't *Raised Fist Emoji*
A letter I wish I had sooner. A letter that no one wrote for me. A letter that'll save me.
What do you gain in being so doggone mean to yourself?!
/ˌkäntrəˈdikSH(ə)n/ a person, thing, or situation in which inconsistent elements are present.
Come a little closer then you'll see that things aren't always what they seem.
/inˈɡrōst,enˈɡrōst/ adjective having all one's attention or interest absorbed by someone or something.